What the hell do you do when your stbx packs up in the middle of the night, leaves, gets busted with wh--e next weekend, files for divorce following Monday, and now he's telling me he still loves me....always will!!! This man is the LOVE of my life and I know that I am his also. For three years our marriage was perfect....or as close to as possible. I suppose we started on our downhill when I lost my only son in 2004. We separated briefly in 2005, things have really been off and on, but then in May of this year my Mom passed away, and I guess I did fall into another deep depression, blocking out the whole world. Trying to hide from more pain.....But I never stopped Loving Him or anyone as far as that goes...But then I get hit with this BS and I'm thinking here I go again...B-C I truly feel as though someone has died...How long do I play this damn game he's playing? And I do think it's just that b-c he knows I Love Him soooooo damn much!!!! When do I throw in the towel....I haven't eaten a handful in more than 18 days, lost 15 pounds in 9 days, cry all the time...Hell my work wouldn't even put me on the schedule this week b-c I can't do anything w/o crying....HELP!!
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