Why do I miss him so much after everything he done to me? I have this huge desire to call him this morning. I want to hear his voice. I want him to make everything better, like he always did before about anything else. I want him to comfort me, although he's the cause of my pain. I want to just shake some sense into him. Surely, this can't be what he really wants. I will only totally screw myself if I do call since there's an EPO against him, and it's not like he would take my call anyway. But what do I do? This is my husband. Of course I should be able to speak to him. I feel so alienated. How do I accept this?????
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