I miss being married. Having that special someone to share my ups and downs. Someone to talk to and share my thoughts. I just feel so lonely and broken down. Time will heal me but it seems like it will never happen. It took so much work to get to where I was happily married and I am scared to start that all over. I still believe in love and in marriage. I just hope I find the true person I am meant to be with. I thought I did have that one but in the end she just broke my heart to pieces. I hope there are still good honest women out there who are loyal, have good values, and believe in marriage and who believe their marriage is a priority.
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