You know, I hate everything right now. My stbx is out having fun being with all of his friends, gonna call his girlfriend on his way home tonight, making plans to spend the weekend with her, while yet again I am stuck at home, cooking, cleaning, doing f*&king laundry, I hate laundry and he is soooo happy. I really want to punch him in his smug, stupid face! He wants to tell me how he is doing everything he can to help me and I need to stop being so mean, his gf thinks I am being mean to him, he has never seen mean. For the last 14 years I have done everything, I mean everthing! He has never lifted a finger around the house or ever helped me with our son, he tells me he doesn't know how to deal with him. When he broke his leg 6 years ago, again doing some bs activity he wanted to do while I sat at home, I did everthing on a waitressing job. That cost me my credit, which is irrepairable now and is costing me financing for a home of my own, and he keeps telling me "I'll do everthing I can to help you". Screw him why doesn't he just spend some of that freaking time he spends with her, while telling me he doesn't have any time, with his son? I can't even get a damn cell phone without a deposit! I have always supported all of his dumbass activities, all the while not participating because he said worrying about my safety distracted him, and now he asked for the divorce because "we're too different and don't have anything in common". NO SHIT, really? It's not because I didn't want to do things with him, too many other things require my attention. Such a bastard!
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