Hey everyone. So I am feeling good today. I am going to Miami tomorrow to visit a friend. I will be staying for five days. I have been anticipating this trip for a couple of weeks. I will be basking in the sun on Saturday on the Ex's birthday and am I going to call him... NO! After seeing him this week knowing how miserable he is with himself I will be on the beach while he will be up here in the snow and alone! I have been thinking about his phone call and message about having a civil conversation with him because he misses me. I still need space and time. I was thinking while I was in Miami that I would write a letter of the things that I have wanted to say to him read it out loud or to myself and let it go into the ocean as a way of letting go. I hope it will be good therapy for me. I will have to see.
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