WOW! I really like this group. I have been a member for less than 24 hours and I already feel better. It feels good to know that people understand. First I would like to thank everyone who replied to my last msg and hopefully I can get more positive feeback from this one. I still don't understand why I feel so bad for leaving. I know I desrve better, but I sometimes feel like if I would have stayed longer then eveything would be okay.My ex and I were together for 13 years. We were high school sweet hearts. I got pregnant and we got married. One of the reasons why I stuck around was because it felt good to say that i was married and I was actually with my child's fahter which is not common now adays. My ex came from a mentally abusive family that lacked affection so I felt a lil responsible for showing having to show him lots of love, he was so dark and depressed all of the time and smoked weed to cope. At times he was very affectionate and other times he was so mean and cold for no reason. I would come in the door and he would just yell at me. I would ask him what I did and he would say something that happened 2 years ago. I can ramble all day, but the more I write the less likely some1 will read all of it. I just want to feel good about leaving. I am tired of him making me feel bad.I was not happy.
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