This weekend, I have had nothing but memories of my husband in my mind. It makes the day seem so hard. I keep thinking about when we were dating and how happy I was that I had him in my life. I am having a rough day and I just want to feel him next to me. I need to be hugged by him and know that this is all a bad dream. I feel sick to my stomach that I can't be with him and know that I will never feel him hold me again. It hurts so bad. Just when I think I am ok, BAM, i get hit with the damn memories again and it sends me in to a tail spin again. God, I can't wait to get everything over with so I can be truly free. I don't want to cry and feel this sad again.
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