My daughter got home from college on Tuesday. She is 19, and a wonderful girl. Anyway she has been watching old family videos a couple of nights in a row. Wow, the memories that come back are just overwhelming to me. She loves to laugh and see how much they have all changed, but yet stayed the same. It is so hard for me to watch and see my stbx happy and loving to each other. Where did that go?? He tells me he was unhappy for along time, how come I didn't see it? Was this life I lived a fairytale that wasn't real??
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