I have lost the meaing of my life. Someone i loved and lived my life for and shaped my life for, left me. Now i dont know what to live for and why live at all. I cant stop thinking about her and I can never be with someone else. I would love to end my life. I only think about how to die and how to reach God, if there is any God out there. But i am scared to coz any pain to my parents and brother. I was not like this. I was so happy and loved my life and lived my life. Now, I dont know who I am and why I am living. I am so lost.
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