So many issues, I can't even begin to explain the ups and downs of the last 10 years. But I've seriously considered divorce even though ultimately, I just want to be with him. We have a date this weekend, the kids are going to Grandma's. I want to have a good time but I also want to talk to him and let him know how far his behavior has pushed. I think he may not understand the severity of our situation - especially since I'm just taken it for so long. I just need the courage to stand up and let him know I won't be his doormat. But I also don't want our conversation to turn sour and become a "fight"....just an understanding. I don't really want to live without him but I'm finally at a point in my life where I know that I deserve better and that I actually CAN make it without him. I'm not as weak as I used to be (but not as strong as I could be).
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