i will try to make this long stroy as short as i can.i have had to deal with alot in raising my 2 girls on my own .my oldest started having alot of issues.being placed in so many places,running away from all these places.and to finally put a name with some of what was going on with her.bi-polar,ptsd,and odd.and trust me when your child is out missing its a parents nightmare.my youngest in alot of ways took a back seat to wacthing all these things going on with her.my youngest was my little angel.than a nightmare happen with her(my youngest).as a parent it is very heartbreaking.she was infected with a std.i just kept saying why my baby.so to get to the issue.its no wonder my marriage is on the rocks.i never got support from my husband dealing with any issues with the girls.they are his step children for one.i have found him at times masterbating in front of the net with me in the bed.that hurt.it felt like i had been cheated on.as things stand now iam trying so hard to make up for i feel i couldnt help.but i wonder if its to late.there is no affection from him and i dont even know when he goes to bed anymore cause he is always on the net.there is no such thing as this being one family.he lives in our bedroom.he said he has always been like that and no one will change him.when i question or tell or ask he doesnt want to hear it.says if i keep on iam gonna push him away.so things are and will be ok as long as i dont seem to let these things bother me.to make things look a little clearer.no-one cleans,cooks,or cleans these yards but me.on top of working a full time job.i just feel a marriage takes two.i coild just keep on going..sorry so long..i warned you..iam trying to hold on to faith ..but i dont know how much more i can...
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