Anyone who read my posts over the last 4 months will know how rock bottom I was. Husband left after 13 years of marriage and I felt my world was over, didnt eat for the first week...doctors, anti-depressants. Then found out he had a girlfriend and was devastated. Well.......I feel happier today than I have felt my entire life! I feel alive, I feel glad to be alive when for years I couldnt understand the point of life. The reason is just a little bit of attention and flirting via the phone from an old boyfriend...it has made me feel so good. I smile all day. He was my first serious boyfriend. We stil cant be together, but the chats and texts have just lifted me out of a black hole. I know I can feel again, I know I can want another man again, I no longer pine for my husband or worry what he is doing.......yes I may come crashing down again, but I know where I can be.
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