I fell asleep early, early early last night and slept a long time and slept well. Woke up in a pretty good mood (esp after the mood from hell all day yesterday had me barely functional). I feel like I am so delicate, the littlest thing can send me back into that "other" mood. I am trying to plan my day a little bit, remind myself that I will feel better if I stay pleasant and semi-positive. Trying to think a little broader adn see how I can make my week pleasant. It's like planning a freakin' war strategy with myself as the enemy!
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