Yesterday I had a bad day. Plans with a friend didn't happen so I was in this house all day. My ex came over to do a few things for his mom and put a wreath outside this house - a fake one he had. I'm so mad at myself for not buying a real one and doing this myself. Normally, my kids are okay but was picked on alot yesterday. Instead of saying 'don't talk to me that way - I'm your mother' - I left and went in the other room and cried. When my ex left I was an idiot and said to him 'don't leave'. He then said thank you for saying this to him (I should have told him where to go) and then patted me on the head! How dare he make me feel worse than I did already. Why did I put myself in this position? Is this holiday getting to me?
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