I'm feeling pretty mad tonight. It doesn't come often, but I'm really trying to hold my kids together and feel like they have no respect for me or their mom (rightfully). I just can't believe she gave up half her time with them, took away half my time with them, and took away their security for nothing. She lives almost exactly the same life as before but 1 mile away. She's talking about going to the same church (different services) so the kids can have some security. It's not me wanting her back - she hurt me too much for that, but it's just that there was nothing unfixable a year and a half ago and nothing seriously wrong (like alcohol, abuse, etc.). Anyway, I just had to vent. I guess if it could be understood, then that would be sad - it's not supposed to make sense.
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