As anyone else examined their former relationship to assess how strong the LUST component was? I definitely loved and still love my XBF. BUT, I was willing to put up with so much in that relationship and keep it going long after it should have ended for one big reason LUST. That man makes my blood boil like you would not believe. AND, I figured out that was what really hurt in the breakup - I felt so rejected that he did not want to have sex with me anymore. Yes, I am grieveing the loss of love, but grieving the sex and suffering that blow to my ego is what sends me over the edge to crazy land.
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