The love I thought existed is not real. I think love is just something that was made up. How can love cause this much pain for one person. Love should not make you sick. I guess there are some people out there who should not be allowed to love someone because they can break a heart into little pieces and destroy someones life, and crush them to the core of their being. You think your worst enemy would do that to you. I guess the old saying is true. "The people that love you the most are the ones that can hurt you the most." Whoever said that forgot that they can take your heart and stomp on it with no regard, and leave you emotionally broken.
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