My most recent posts are about the blame game and arguing with the STBX about whos fault, cheating which she allways denies and we get in these discusions all the time while talking about other things. I read all the replies in my recent posts and they are great and make it easier for me to understand all this. All this has led me into feeling I am lost again in some way. The things she says to me are intened to make me feel guilty for the divorce and justifying her new relashionship. It makes so much harder to focus and recover from this. I just wonder if some day she will ever take responsibility and admit to herself at least what she did. I'm so hurt by her and I even start to beleive those things she says. Nobodys perfect and we all make mistakes, that doesn't mean we don't love each other. She is so firmly convinced that this is all my fault. She freakin' left and didn't even give us a chance. I hope she gets hit by this one day and realizes. So selfish! How do you move on knowing that the X blames you for it and thinks she/he is right and you are wrong. There is nothing I can do to convince her. My fault, right - heh...
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