I cant stop crying. my fiance and i broke up after 4 years due to i want to have kids and he wont be ready for that for years. my heart hurts so bad, reallt really bad! all i do is cry like a blubering fool. i feel like im not getting any younger and now i need to start all over finding the right guy, building a relationship, and getting engaged again. this is going to take years to do. im afraid that im ging to end up being 35 before ill get to have kids. i dont know what to do. due to my fiance ive lost all but 1 of my friends and shes got a new baby so she cant ever find time for me. i sit alone in the house cause i have nobody to hang out with. how am i ever supposed to meet anybody like this. please some advice on how to deal with depression and pain, and maybee a success story would help. im all alone sulking in my own guilt (wich i shouldnt be guilty at all. I just want to cal him so bad and get back together to stop the pain. but i know thats not the right thing to do, and he calls me all the time to chat wich just breaks my heart even more every time. what do i do??
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