hi! Long story short my now husband for a year since May cheated on me prior to marriage and I decided to stay because although he never would fully have my trust I love him. He used to smoke cigs and weed and I gave him an ultimatum me or weed because he was leaving the pipe out and the baggies were visible to my now 11 year old. He recently told me he started up again and I’m at that point where it’s not just the weed, it’s the lies. As soon as I found out he started again my feelings shut down. I am leaning towards divorce but he wants to try. He said it’s a demon he’s fighting but I never can understand addiction. Idk what to do
Just looking for some understanding. I have never really known much about anxiety. Then i met my husband. He has been diagnosed with severe anxiety with panic disorder, PTSD, trichotilomania and severe depression. Here is what i dont understand about it. He has LOTS of angry ourbursts that will carry on for days. Turning from the most loving person into a mean monster that will say anything and...
I really want to die. I don’t have a plan to kill myself but I just really wish I was dead. I’m tired of feeling this pain. I don’t remember the last time I was happy. I wish I could just go to sleep and never wake up.