i am having trouble with the loneliness of not having her around.our relationship wasnt perfect,but it was a good thing.she worked alot and i stayed home with the kids but i still waited with baited breath everyday for her to get off of work and come home.i just couldnt rest or stop wondering if she was ok until she came home.now she hasnt stayed at the house in almost three weeks and i miss her so badly.it doesnt help that she comes around everyday to see the kids for an hour or two ,but who am i to say she cant see her kids.should i just tell her that she needs to leave so i dont have to see her and the healing can begin?i miss her so much my whole body aches for her.i just cant believe she is not the person she used to be ,she has done a complete 180.she was so loving ,caring ,sweet,responsible,beautiful,and wonderful .i just miss her so much.i hope the healing begins soon because i dont know how long i can keep crying and not eating.
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