How do you get over the emptiness and loneliness that I I feel in my heart. It's so very difficult for me because I see him everyday when I pick the girls up after school. It just brings back my hurt. I do have some good days but I have these horrible days where I just wish I could climb under a rock and never come out. There are times when I'm surrounded by family and friends and I still feel lonely. I just don't get it. How do I let the pain go? I was getting along so well with my ex and then I became this person that I didn't know. He actually told me that his new sex friend....is better in bed that I ever was. Wow, talk about a slap in the face. I just don't understand why he still wants to hurt me? The my MIL told me the other day that he misses me? I just don't get it!
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