This is my second divorce. Somehow, my first one did not seem this painful. I guess since I moved away after my first divorce and didn't have to see him just about everyday. I am not sure how I am going to get through this one. During the day it is a little easier. But, oh, the evening and night time. I have a 16 year old daughter and she is busy and I really want her to do the things she would like and not keep her at home because I am lonely. I hate this feeling. I don't want to get divorced. I still love him. Although, I would only take him back if things would change. But he wants to be "Alone". He's tired of "having to have taken care of someone since he was 16". He wants to "only take care of himself". What a selfish bastard. So why do I feel so sad and lonely? Why does my heart hurt so bad?
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