Its a curious thing iv discovered today and i was wondering if anyone else felt the same. i hate being in the 'family' home alone now, because it isnt one anymore. he moved out 10 days ago, the kids are thankfully grown up, so its just me and the dog. we bought the house as a family, finding out the years of lies (18 out of 25 years of marriage) makes the house feel like a lie too, am i making sense? i went to the shops (mall) just to get out when i had another realisation, im surrounded by people and im still alone. dont get me wrong iv felt alone for a long time even when i was with him, but at least i always had the comfort of my 'home' to go to before and now i dont have that feeling. i went to the beach n thought about it and wondered if this was a normal 'feeling', the displacement, of not belonging anymore.
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