I am growing, healing, recovering, all that good stuff. But I have had terrific anxiety lately and am starting to pin it to the fact that the divorce itself suffers from the total lack of participation of stbx (the guy who started all of this crap) and the fact that everything is still up in the air, there are no agreements, I am going to have to force the issue in court. Of course, I work at the courthouse, so it's like making a mess in my own house. It just really infuriates me that he can leave me for OW (ee/bff) and then not do anything about the divorce itself, the divorce he said he wanted. I think my anxiety stems from all of the unknowns, the uncertainties. I have to bring this thing to a elgal closure or my emotional stuff si going to continue to be fraught with anxiety. Anyone else have an stbx that wanted the divorce then won't finish it? What is that all about?
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