You feel like every thing is on hold and then you find out you have to keep moving. Life is still carrying on and you have to try to keep up. I woke this morning to all my female alpacas being out(40)so at 6am my son and I are almost in panic mood when I remember something I had started with them a few years back. I would call them babies each time I would feed them and they would come running .I walk all through the woods yelling babies and 1by1 the all came running. Wow what a cool feeling .It's like when your little one gives you a hug just out of the blue. So they all walked with us back to the barn. Then I gave them a long spill about the trouble they could have been in .They just looked at me like they understood each word. I smiled ,I felt good , they think I'm ok.
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