I'm not one to spend idol time. Time that I have devote to another person is highly valued by me. So when it ends, I hard for me to phathom. Like, why didn't u try? Why couldn't we work on it? Why didn't u give the same effort? I can't stop reminiscing, and I can't forget. I still even talk to him (until just recently..a few days ago)..I can't let go fully. I know I should..and I dont even know if its even holding me back. This relationship has changed me greatly and I don't trust anyone at all, and can't see myself being able to date again for fear of wasting my time again. Time is precious, and I dont want to go thru life, never getting it right. I need to let go of him and his whorish ways, his deceptive, coniving persuasive ways and just move on. Please lend encourage, and advice my DS fam..I'm a strong person, but this has gotten me down. I let him bring me down..
Posts You May Be Interested In
theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...