Again today, I was reminded that I continue to have a secret hope, that my stbx will have a change of heart. That somehow, we could find our way back to each other....then reality hits..when he tells me he has been invited to a few parties tonight, and his biggest decision is to which party to go to....and here I sit another Saturday night, alone, still unable to let go..or go out..or even think about being with another man yet. When and how have other people been able to move on, when you know there is no hope left and your marriage is over? I hurt so much each time reality hits. Kathy
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