I am trying not to bring my baggage from my past marriage into my new relationship. Not comparing my new boyfriend with my ex is VERY difficult. Sometimes he will do something and it will remind me of something my ex did, and it will take all the strength I have not to react to it. I try to wait and see what it means. I did react to one thing and my boyfriend said that it made me unattarctive to him. i said that I did not want to be unattractive to him, but I am what I am, and that he needs to accpet me for where and who I am right now, as I accept him in the same way. He apologized for saying something hurtful, he said that it was just frustrating. Trying very hard to make this work.
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