I'm having some trouble today letting go of the past year and moving on to the new one. I vented a lot in my journal, which has helped some. Although the pain is difficult to put into words, it does help. I'm so tired of feeling like a victim for what my husband has done to me. I'm tired of being so needy. I really want to be positive about this new year and take more control of my life. Thank you to those who have encouraged me in this process.
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