I saw my soon to be EX for the first time since we separated and he filed for Divorce. We have not spoken. He told my mother that we would never be together again, he just can't go back. He will always love me. See Up until 40 days ago I was a pretty bad alcoholic, and take responsibility for his leaving. I just wish he could see I am sober and plan to be. I still feel the chemistry when we look at each other. This is all so hard to bear. I am struggling and know I can't replace what I did, I just want a chance that is not going to happen. I just need words of wisdom.
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