I write a letter to him everynight, and have full intentions of giving it to him. I leave it in my room, then every morning I pick it up and throw it in the bin. Does anyone do this, why am I doing it. I guess I've gone back a few steps again. Because I just think why did he love me so much and treat me so well for 15 years then one day come home and just told me he was leaving. He will always love me, I'm his best friend, yada, yada. Why was he making plans on what to do to our new house just 2 weeks before he left. Why is he still so nice to me, and why does he always now look sick, tired, and depressed. I thought maybe it's just around me, but everyone else can see it too.. I don't want to move on anymore. I just want him back home..
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