i am having one of those weird days where i miss my ex and wonder what him and the other woman are doing today. i miss him and talking to him. i even had dreams about him the past couple of nights and it involved the woman he was cheating on me with and in the dream he still turned his back on me for her. he told me he would never leave me and especially never leave our daughter like his dad left him. its been almost a year now and i still miss him. i havent had sex either in a year, i think i am still hooked on him and need closure somehow. i think he might have tried to call my work the other day. i just feel this ache but want it to go away. what can i do??? and please dont tell me to keep busy and find a craft and tell friends, ive done all of that stuff and the aching still will not go away.
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