Left him and moved to the south for 3 weeks as of today. Really grateful for this friend who took me in. She can barely get by herself each month but still she's willing to invite me into her home, without her I wouldn't be able to leave him. Now I have left him geographically, praying and waiting for the day I can leave him emotionally as well. I don't know anyone in Alabama, only this friend and no job yet so it's a bit rough but at least there is no stress of being with him in the same house anymore. No need to fret every day by the time he was about to come home. On the outside I am okay but on the inside I feel so sad. Most of the time I am able to keep my head about the water but sometimes I feel like I am drowning. I have no idea why I still miss the time together with him, he was so cold and cruel towards the end, yet I can't get him out of my head. Is it true that the best cure of a broken heart is to fall in love again? I am not sure if the sadness comes from leaving him or because I don't have a home of my own now. Sweet home Alabama, I really hope that would happen one day..
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