After HE suggested a possible reconciliation... then dumped me again for OW - I've had to resort to lawyers this week, and threaten him with court. Last week was sooo nice, the old man I fell in love with.... today he told me he 'hates my fucking guts'... all because we have an offer on our house that I'm refusing to sign, as I have a court order that stipulates he's to pay the full morgage, and if I was to sign and sell... I'd have no home, and he was not willing to contribute to a roof over our heads. so tonight he shouts as he gets in the car after dropping the kids "I fucking hate you"... I shout after him "its ok to hate me, I hate you too" (which is not true)... but through his 'games' last week, I've realised the only person I can trust and rely on... is me. boy it hurts. To be hated with such venom!
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