I got out last night with a friend and found myself comparing all the other guys there to my stbx. And found them lacking, sad to say. I realize that he was gorgeous on the outside, but so ugly and depraved on the inside. Anybody else find themselves doing this? I hate it, but don't know how to stop doing it. Hypnosis, maybe? A hard hit to the head, like "Stupid, look where that got you?" or maybe "Grow up!" It's so hard to stop missing the attraction. I'm not shallow, although it may sound like it- I just miss looking at him and feeling the buzz.
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