X just emailed me-wants to know when divorce will be final-implying he is remarrying-I am hurt and pissed-why did he need to hurt me by informing me this information. WTF-he could not do the fucking math himself -six month from the day we filed-I don't even know how I feel-I think it is a combination of rage and sadness-and jealously-I am jealous he gets to be in love and married and I have struggled to heal for two years!!I am the one who loved being married-he is the one who chose his stupid fucking fishing career over his family.Now he want to a married family man again.I need help DS-this is killing me.
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