Part of me is sooo excited to begin my new life, and the other part is terrified. Ive never really been single. Its like I feel this nervous giddiness. There are so many possibilities but then I think ohh I have to start all over at my age. I want to prove to myself that I can do this on my own. That i can be a great mother, have a great career and just be happy. I want the kids to grow up feeling like there was nothing missing. I dont want this divorce to define me or them.
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