This guilt is killing me - ex wife, soon to be final divorce, separated from her for five months; she keeps calling me, sometimes a dozen times a day, she tells me I am a loser for leaving her and the kids (which I probably am) - she says I have ruined many families - my own family has abandoned me and has sided with her - I have no one - I am actually having heart issues because of the stress, emergency room three times in the last six weeks - I know this is difficult, but I really think she is purposely harassing me to make me crash - she doesn't know how hard this change was for me and I am not leveraging it, but rather trying to help her and make the children's lives as stable as possible - she knows how to sell sympathy and have everyone bend over backward for her and in turn, all think I am dirt - She doesn't tell everyone that we had a plan for divorcing during this same period - but I couldn't stay in a home in which was terrible to begin with and she had an affair just seven months earlier (three month span) - saving grace is that I see my children twice a week and every weekend and I do pay all my support and more. Does someone have a magic wand to make this all vanish? Does this go away?
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