Well I left my husband over a year and a half ago he was abusive physically, mentally, verbally...etc. I met someone new and started to get close to him and find myself pushing him away. I just told him today..that its over. My ex and I still talk and he takes every opportunity to remind me of what a lousy wife I was and horrible mother. I cant handle anyone in my life but at the same time I feel so lost and lonely...little things like killing spiders..oil changes...having someone yell at me so I know when I'm screwing up. I miss the new guy so bad..but I feel so guilty when Im with him...I just didn't know what else to do. My kids dont need a fill in dad...Please any advice would be great. I just dont know what to do....
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