So I did ok today not calling the stbx i called her dad told him thank you and I am handing her back to you I tried my best take her from me(hoping to let go)she called to 2 she is going out of town and I told that i didnt want to talk to her the pain is to much.So when I get my daughter today I wanted to tell her to her face it was crap that she had another man around my child I opened my night stand drawer Friday there were 9 protection units in there today only 8 He stayed the night Sat she blamed it on my daughter so I asked (bad on my part I know) she said no.My child was not at that house all weekend.But the fact that she blamed it on her Man what a smile on my face but damn I want so bad to BREAk something I asked her please be honest to me let me get and deal with all the pain now instead of little by little and still she says no they didnt but she did tell she would never be with me again. I hope the best for you and your new "friend" your relationship was built on lies And you have done everything to make yourself look silly you say i am unbelievable for acting like an a** well my dear Take a good look in the mirror i did the best i knew how I didnt fail I learned a lot you pretty much taught me to be a man since we married when I was 18 Sorry I wasnt good enough for you sorry I didnt make enough money for you But I did my best you tell me of another 18yo that would step up to the plate like I did.
I said so many times Im sorry i wasnt a better everything but. NO you did this you crushed my heart you gave up on us telling me i love you we will always be together and then do this you say you wanted this for awhile and your friend has nothing to do with it CRAp you were a coward and you couldnt do it until you had someone to lean on so you didnt have to deal with the pain I take the Pain day after day and I will take it all I will take your pain but one day i will be fine and can be so much better than you thought and when your friend moves on to someone else then maybe you will see what you lost I wasnt the best but neither were you 50/50 It takes 2 to make it work takes 1 to end it and only 1 feels the pain the one that cared the most.Best wishes to you.
Sorry everyone i wish i could say that to her but it isnt worth it why keep beating myself up I may not have a house anymore I may not have alot of money and maybe i dont have my sanity but one day it will be back.Man I just to destroy something atleast I am smiling