I am so sad tonight. I am tired of the ow and my stbx. Everything seems to be working right for them. I am alone and I hate it. Some days are okay but today was just a tough one. Feels like my family is falling apart. The kids are having a tough time in there lives and there father could care less. My daughters heart is breaking and alls he can think about is the ow. I would like to use some of the names listed in other posts, but this his fault to. Someone wrote about how it was the husbands responsibilty to protect his family from the pain of the ow. That at some point he had to have given her signals that he was interested. After 30 years this is so crushing. I want to be held and told I am worth love and not a failure. Nothing seems to be working. Thanks for listening. Teri
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