I am having a hard time dealing with this. I don't under stand what went wrong. We have been married for 35yrs. I thought that everything was just fine he alway wrote me love letters and sent me emails telling me how much he loved. me, and then one day I come home from work and find a note that says that he has to find him self. Later I find out that is has found him self in a another wormens bed. Apparently he has been seeing her for a long time when I was at work. I don't want my marriage to end I want him to come home and work things out. I can't take not seeing him. I have talked to him on the phone and before he hangs up he says I love you. I don't understand this.
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