tonight I lost my little dog she has been with me since she was 8 weeks old when I first got her she was real sick and did not eat I slept on the floor on a matress with her on my chest every night untill she was well enough to go to the big bed where she has slept ever since Ive had her about 9yrs old now and she has been thru a lot with me the loss of my mom splitting with my ex the first and second time she has always been there I jokingly call her my little four legged wife most of the time she will sit at my feet where ever I am in the house untill I get ready to go to bed then she runns in and we fight over whos going to get the pillow she usually wins tonight as normal I let her out to go potty while I got ready for work I let the rest of my dog in and did not notice that she was not with them I went about my business preparring to go to work she usually takes this time to catch a nap on my pillow so i didnt miss her the last thing I do before I leave is feed them and make sure they have plenty of water well she was not on the bed so I started calling her she did not come so I went outside and started looking for her that was some 8hrs ago she still has not shown up no trace no one in the neighborhood she seen her there are no marks on the street where she might have been hit she is just gone without a trace I live in a small comunity on a dead end street so she is fairly safe out side by her self we do not have a dog catcher or even a pound Ive checked with the police they have not seen or heard anything i checked with the local vets no one has brought in a dog im at my wits end I know this seems like a lot of fuss over a little dog but this animal is verry special to me when Im at my low points as we all have she gives me the reason to carry on when I just want to give up I need her back or at least to know what has happened to her
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