I know I should be greatful.... But I'm just a bit fusterated. My husband had told me he wants to start working on things last week. During the last few months now I've missed events in my life that were very important to me and lost things as well. The birth of my nephew , family Christmas party , and my cats , my childrens and most of my clothing and party dresses. I have paid for all of my childrens and nephews and neices christmas presents on my own ( husband does not have a job right now ). Today I gave him $20 for gas money to go get my check that is in the mail at our old house which is 45 mins away. He called me to tell me he will be late getting it cause he will be going to his brothers girlfriends ultrasound with them to find out the sex of the baby. Which the only reason his brother has invited his is cause he needs a ride. Which I am the one who has given him gas money. Blaa. I am upset but not going to say anything don't wanna ruin the peace, I'll just deal with it.
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