My fingers are dented and my wrist is feeling like it wants to detach and bury itself. I have written 1 whole entire composition book since Dec 13th. I ended that one on Jan21 the divorce date. I have now had to start another one today. I thought I was almost over it cause of the divorce date when actually I am on a rollercoaster ride from the Devil himself. I wish someone would post the stages of healing from a divorce. I do know I stopped denying the fact we are no more. I am sooooo sad and cry some every day. I won't call him and pray for him to contact me so I won't answer the phone. Does anyone do this? I want to answer the phone but won't so he will wonder. I want to know what he is thinking and I want to know know know. He is the only person that has ever hurt my heart like this. Anyone else like me?
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