There is about two dozen family, friends and coworkers. Who know whats going on with my wife and I. Not that I really know what is going on (read my first journal entry). No one is calling or visiting out of the blue to talk with me. I am going thru this all alone and it is killing me slowly like cancer I dont know what to do. I cant believe no one seems to care at all. I have been there for more then half of these people when they were going thru hard times. Four months ago I was on top of the world and now Im at the bottom of a pit that I cant seem to find a way out. My wife act as if nothing is going on. Though she is not talking to me about our future. We are still living to gather and she is planning things for us to do next weekend and end of this month. I dont know what is going thru her mind at all. Its as if I dont even know her help me please, anyone!!!
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