i hate weekends now that i'm back at work. i still can't afford to do anything and i'm hiding from creditors. shut off my cell(and the kids phones, they hate me now also) shut off cable so no tv. to much time till monday. confused bout some messages i got. starting to believe thats the whole point is to just drive me insane and keep me isolated as long as possible. i tell her what friends(ppl here) suggest i do and she pulls the we know we really love eachother those ppl are just stirring up trouble cuz they want you to be as miserable as them(her comment not mine). i just hope i can clean and play some guitar to keep me busy and chat with all of you.
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