I can't believe that 70 days has gone by since my husband of 10 years told me he doesn't love me and is going to stay at his mothers to sort out his feelings. Well, 70 days later he still doesn't love me and does not want to try and make our marriage work. These have been the slowest days in my exsistance and still I do not feel any better than when he first left...maybe even a little worse. I miss him and want him to hold me and say it is going to be OK. When will this stop? When will I accept this and stop the daydreaming? I need to end it so I can go back to being the happy go lucky person and mother I was before all this happened. I am trying hard, but I know my kids are being affected by my depressed mood and my emotions. I keep trying, but break at least once a day. I can't ever think of anything else but my marriage. I have become overwhelmed and exsausted.
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