Tonight is the first night I haven't talked to my ex since last night when I told him I needed to stop all contact with him to start healing. I can't sleep and my mind is racing. I want to talk to him so bad and I keep waiting for him to call. I hope I can be strong enough not to answer! I have never stood up to him like this before, and it's scary as hell. I just need to get through the first week, right? I feel so alone and anxious, when will it be over?
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